Cycles

Living on my own is interesting. I find myself gravitating to certain things for a while. For example I have never had cable TV growing up so I am watching all sorts of programs I have not been able too over the years. I watch Poker, Mixed Martial Arts, Sports, & Action Movies. I get hooked on guy shows on Spike like Deadliest Warrior. Then after a couple weeks anytime I have the TV on is for the music channels and I play music all day. Then a week later I'm watching business shows or home development shows.

I haven't had high speed internet at home so I couldn't watch alot of videos. I stayed up one night watching every video of Michael Jackson Dancing I could find on Youtube. Another night i was researching scams & another night I was doing as many web related sudoku puzzles I could find.

I also find myself in odd cooking habits. I am on health kick so everything has to be healthy. The most fatting thing in my kitch is Dark Chocolate. I am cooking salmon & eating salads for dinner. Then after a couple weeks I get bored and start making myself burritos & grilling burgers. I also decide I need sugar in the house and in comes cans of Pepsi & cartons of ice cream.

After having creme brule ice cream tonight & watching Deadliest Warrior I'm thinking of waking up early to do yoga & read before going to work. Most of my life I have thought happiness is doing whatever you want to do. After living on my own some I realize having the time & freedom to pursue what makes you happy really is happiness. At least that is the case for me!